My other self says hi

Have you ever been to that place where you don't know, maybe, who you are? Because at some point of your life you changed and yes, you felt comfortable and good but as time passed by, something changed again and you don't know if it means that you're going back to your old self or maybe growing up. And it's so damn confusing that when you talk or even think, you can't trust yourself because you'll probably change your mind later. So if decisions where hard before, they're even harder now. And sometimes, sometimes you feel like there's a voice inside your head that mixes with your own and then there's a holy big fucking mess. Maybe it's only me, maybe I'm fucked which is probably true. But it's so hard, so stressful and sometimes I think that somebody will come and save me... "fix me" but I can't let myself believe that. I don't wanna need anyone, because in the end, everybody's on their own. So I go back to try and figure out myself and what the hell is happening.