Are you awake?

There's this very thin line between dreams and ilusions. A very thin line you get to see when you're introduced to the real world when you're a teenager. And as a teenager because when you're a kid, you can't even allow the idea to your mind that "this" or "that" is very fucking hard to reach, to get. But then you're in high school, and is fucked but okay, what the hell, you can do this. But then, there's college. I personally think that college's the first step to your dreams. It depends on how you see it, though. But okay, you're in senior, you just found out what the hell you want to do with your life (or struggling, whatever), and your parents push, your friends push, and your whole family push. And you want to shut them down. And you eventually do, but then you realize that this is it. That you're no longer a kid and you have to decide things, things that are crucial to your life. And let's say your parents let you choose. They might push, but you can decide, and you suddenly (not SO suddenly, but lets say so) hate your country, and you hate that everything's about money, and fucking life's "free" but you'll fucking die if you don't have money to fucking survive. Because money = everything else. That's how fucked the world is. So you can't do what was top in your dreams list "go study somewhere else" and you have to settle. And by deleting that first thing, everything else written in that piece of paper is just harder. But you still don't give up. And then you're in college. Real World. Your dreams get fuzzy sometimes, they start becoming ilusions at times and you hate it. And sometimes you wonder why the hell God put you here. And why the hell everything's so damn hard. And why this and that; but what's left but to fight and work for whatever's there in that golden list?

There's a thin line between dreams and ilusions, in which you might think that things are like in the movies, maybe not your life itself but the context, the enviroment. Or the other people. Do not. Do not expect things to be the way you imagine, or the way the system pictures them to you. Just fight. Strive. And have that line in mind, always.